May be,
I can't be there in your life, for reasons.
But,
I shall be in your memories, for long.
I wish to come in your memories some time,
and wish to come in your dreams some time...
I wish to come there
in the shadow of your eyelids and twinkle...
(that is, be a teardrop of your eye.)
I'm not that fragrance
that'd be lost in the wind...
the wind is flowing too,
but you aren't there.
the weather is colorful,
saying a story...
the more you try to remember me,
I'm reminded all the more...
had I not found you,
what would have been there to look for,
had you not been there,
what would be there for me to lose...
you are mine,
you are my love,
how do I forget you?
it feels like you are my sky, my world,
it feels like you are the destination of my paths.
you are that moonlight of mine,
which lights my nights gently.
you are my days and nights
that go along with me...
Sometimes,
You come into my memories.
Sometimes,
You come into my dreams.
Come n' shine
In the shadow of my eyelids.
Monday, May 29, 2017
There are songs, there are complaints
I've nothing against you.
I've nothing remembering you.
There are stories, there are words.
Words are forgotten.
N
Stories too are.
Memories are remembered
These memories come after the departure of a heart that's left alone now to nowhere.
Memories, memories, memories
If there is a bond, it lets go
Though it hurts!
If there is a mirror, it breaks
Though it pains!
So what?
We are all in difficulty
N
What ought to be good,
should be good only!
Are you listening?
This heart is in this heart
As same as then
With lots of
Memories, memories, memories
There are songs, there are complaints.
There are stories, there are words
Words are forgotten
Memories are remembered
These memories come after the departure of a sweetheart
These memories, yes these memories, memories
Memories, memories, memories
Who can escape from them?
N'
Who can stay away from them?
Hmmmm...
Am I the first one being the victim?
In the world, all of us are victims of memories.
Some are joyous, little sadful.
These are from us,
Us from these.
Memories!
Oh memories!
Sweet sweet memories
Sour sweet memories
There are songs
There are complaints
There are stories
There are words.
Words are forgotten
Memories are remembered!
N'
These memories are remembered after the one they belong to has forgotten them all!
Forgotten 'em all...
So what?
I'm none to you.
I mean nothing to you.
N'
I need not be in your memories...
I need not be....
I need not be...
I give it to you..
You don't remember me!
Is it so?
Fine.
It's fine.
You need not remember me.
You need not...
Sunday, May 28, 2017
Until I met u,
I didn't know that there could be traffic jams between two words;
I didn't know that even my words will get softer n' sweeter.
N'
I didn't know that, Even I could meet Life n' Love, smiling at me, just before my eyes!
You made it all happen, my Honey!
Now my eyes remember them.
With happiness,
With pain!
Unless we share someone's pain,
Neither we get relieved from our own pain, nor the pain from us.
They say!
Now, I reach on to your streets
Here only my days end.
Here alone the mornings begin.
Here I have to live and ...
Here I have to live.
Here alone are all my pilgrimages.
Then, where else shall I go?
Tell me!
Where else shall I search for you?
Your streets. Streets, your streets
My love,
Your streets. Streets,
N' they are mine too now..you.....
You sleep in my sleep,
You weep in my tears.
There is your whisper in my thoughts,
Even when you're not there, you are there.
You're the result of my pain..
They're the wishes of my heart, your steets.
Your streets, n'
They're mine..,...
How's this relationship of yours and mine?
It doesn't have a face and yet it's so deep.
These moments, these moments like silk..
We shouldn't lose them.
The caravan of time, let's stop it.
Now they shouldn't get separated from the heart.
Your streets. Streets, your streets
They agonize me,
Wish I could walk there,
With you,
Right now...
They say that for everyone in this world, God has made someone or the other,
for each one
You meeting me is a sign.
Believe me!
I am made for someone like you
Some contact is there with you
Some relation is there with you
How should I know, what do I know?
Some contact is there with you
You are my partner so, why should I worry?
This is the reason to live and last for.
It obliged me while going
A passing moment fulfilled my wishes
I got a view of yours, got sparkling starts
Destiny’s boats got a shore..
A life for which I've craved for centuries,
A life with you, in your company.
All the prayers are for that only.
You meeting me is a sign.
as if I am made for someone like you
Kuch toh hai tujse raabta..
May the heart share its convoluted talks n' thoughts with me also.
Then it will be an act of benevolence.
It will be an act of benevolence.
May it understand it first itself and then make me understand.
It will be an act of benevolence if the heart promises, to tell me what it hasn’t ever said.
I’m Yours in the same manner, as You are mine
I’m Yours in the same manner as
You are mine
Let's keep on meeting in this way
May the evil eye of love not see us.
Not leave us.
O deceiving heart!
Why have You stopped beating?
After having such wayward thoughts,
It's no good to you, to be
not under my control.
As the heart has come and stopped on You,
I’m Yours...
in the same manner as
You are mine
I’m Yours in the same manner as
As....You are mine
As You are mine
It will be an act of benevolence
I complain and then I remember
I think about You again and again
There isn’t any love,
But, there is...
Yet why do I still wish that,
You always be around me
There’s nothing, still there’s something
Still, there's something.
After meeting You, the heart feels,
I’m Yours in the same manner
as You are mine
I’m Yours in the same manner
as You are mine
As You are mine
As You are mine
As You are mine
As You are mine
It will be an act of benevolence
As You are mine
jaise mera tu
If I can't bow my head in prayer to you,
what kind of worship it is...?
if I have to live without you,
what kind of life it is?
What a result is brought about by this love?
there echoes in the air,
the sad cries
of two separated hearts.
These separations are very long, my Love!
I can't withstand this!
This distance between us is too too long,
my Love!
It's so unbearably far!!
I can't bear this!
My love!
I can't bear this!
Your signs are there in my memories,
why are you not there in my fate?
the innocent heart looks for
proximity to you, in your picture.
This innocent soul looks for your love..
It's not possible to forget you,
My Love!
It's impossible to forget you.
Cut down this distance between us,
my dear Love!
It's not at all possible to forget you..
I
I
I
Love you.....
Saturday, May 27, 2017
Even on trying to remove,
Your color doesn’t get off me..
This colour of yours
Shouldn't fade away from me!
It feels like,
There is no value of mine,
Without you...
Never mind!
You need not say anything!
Never mind!
You need not.
I know you.
I wished to laugh with you,
weep with you..
N'
to live with you,
to live in you,
And even if I've to be lost,
I wished,
I've to get lost in you only..
Wished I could hide you in my heart
And not open that after that.
Even after,
Even after,...
Wished I should not,
I’d not go away from you..
Days, hours n' moments,
Passed swift like rainy afternoon clouds.
Destiny authored,
What had happened?
I came for you
Wished,
I would go only with you
N' would spend my life
Only With you....
Wished are always Wished!
They should be!
They are!
Don't listen to my Heart!
It's as mad as Me.
It just knows to pray to thee,
Just to pray to thee...
To
Never release the rope
Of love!
Never loosen the knot of hope
From me!
N'
Keep this promise!
What may come,
What may go,
Whatever happens,
Let anything, anyone,
anybody leave me
Keep this promise,
You never leave me!!!
Hmm…
Don't say anything!
Just Keep this promise.
Just Keep this promise.
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
God!
If you have a name called Love,
Tell me!
Why this evening is troubling me like this, reminding about you, in manifolds, in every inch n' pinch of it's triggering heat?
Tell me!
Why this soul is still seeking unto you, with a weak lie on another side, that it is not missing you?
I wish it would so happen that,
every evening you could be there with me.
Can you hear me?
My heart wouldn't cry silently like that,
My beloved!
I Wish,
I pray,
I...
I....
every evening you could be there with me..
With or without you, nearby,
I need you as my aime always!
N' now,
Not talking to you, is not at all fine for me!
I fail at the very moment, when I lie that,
I don't miss you.
If I don't miss you,
My time should pass without you -
But, can you see what's happening?
This evening is here to prove that,
it seems difficult now..
The feeling every day, every moment says,
I should see just you, all the time.
All the time!
This evening is not an exception!
It'd tell you the condition of my heart
if my heart could speak,
by God it loves you my love,
the moments I'd live with you
I'd ask for them from time,
N'
Even remembering them bring back
the forgotten smiles..
You've gifted me all along!
You're the star of my path,
without you I'm vagrant
whenever loneliness troubled me,
I called you everytime..
You're my asylum!
You’re the one to me,
What else to say?
I know it was meant to be.
I know you feel it too..
How long can I live on dreams..
Even my sleep has moved out of my eyes.
Now come o beloved..
Both of my mad eyes,
are waiting for you ..
Sorry my...
Sorry...
But,
Damn!
I miss you...
I miss you...
I miss you....
After a whole night awake,
counting the hours in stars,
meandering your memories,
I'm here to realise that
I don't miss you!
Sitting straight on the couch
With your dazzling smile, all around,
There's no question of any impossible proposition of Me missing You.
As you're here, there, everywhere.
Yes. Everywhere!
Yesterday, You're mine.
It's fine.
You are mine!
Today, even in this moment,
You are mine.
Still It's fine.
You're mine.
You're mine!
What if tomorrow, things may or may not remain the same?
At times, we don't remain ourselves.
Life is like that.
We have to dance to it's tune.
But,
What may come?
It's fine.
You'll be mine!
You'll be mine!
Maybe our paths diverge,
and we get lost while walking.
But, Remember!
You just remember that,
Whatever be,
I'll still love you,
I'll still love you...
O my life, in every silence,
I'll sing the songs of your love.
and I'll still love you,
I'll still love you.
Like air for breathing,
You're my need!
N'
You're my necessity!
Like the feet looking for the earth,
I'm looking for you in every pulse of mine.
You're my wish!
You're my want!
You're my faith!
N'
You're my hope!
Whether I have to laugh or cry,
I'm looking for you at once!
Like the way, you became the reason behind my smiles,
You're the reason behind my living too.
Trust my words!
Trust me.
Whether you are in love with me tomorrow or not,
whether I have the permission tomorrow or not,
with the pieces of my broken heart with me,
I'll stick to your door only.
If these days n' nights are beautiful,
It's just because of you!
If I could live through this life,with a hope,
It's just because of you.
You be somewhere!
Let me be somewhere!
What if, we don't come together?
This soulful companionship will last forever!
Remember me sometimes!
I'll be in the wind around you!
Remember me sometimes!
I'll be in the fragrance around you!
Remember me sometimes!
I'll be in the heat n' cold around you!
Somewhere,
Somewhere,
I'll be there to love you!
I'll live for loving you!
I'll last for loving you...
Whatever happens,
main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
main phir bhi tumko chaahungi...
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
What is this season, in which the flowers have become like the hearts and spreading your fragrance all over?
All the colors are dissolving, all the fragrances are dissolving, painting your delightful eyes full of love, all over!
Moonlight, waterfall, clouds, songs, rainfall, butterflies.
All have become gentle reminders of you, remaining with me all over!!!
Love!
Does it need a reminder to remember?
Love....!
Does it need a proof?
Love.......
Does it need any explanation?
Love, my Love!
Love!
Look near the river bank
A bird is calling out to another bird!
Look, this river
It's going on to meet the sea
This is just like the procession of love
How to tell this to someone?
How to make them understand,
What love is ?
There are no restrictions in this
And there are no walls also.
Listen!
It's a rare story about Love.
It's a rare story about Love!
Suno pyaar ki niraali hai dastan
Monday, May 22, 2017
A bird broke in such a way
That it could never be mended.
Who robbed it such that,
It couldn’t fly ever again?
When it fell from the sky on the earth,
It still had clouds in it’s dreams.
And it kept on saying.
Laugh, Oh! Child of the Lord
No matter what happens,
there shall be a tomorrow.
It actually learned to fly,
when it lost it’s wings.
Take grief with you!
Even pain will turn out to be useful .
The bird’s every dream was shattered
when it broke,.
But,
It said to itself, what it heard from it's God!
Don't lose hope!
You shall find the Lord’s will in the broken pieces of the dreams.
The bird had a dream!
The bird had a name!
N'
It's God had a name!
Praise the Lord!
Praise the God!
Praise the God!
Friday, May 19, 2017
What should the heart tell you now?
How much love I feel for you..!
I’ll write you with my tears,
N' except me no one could be able to read you.
I wish to be quite in such a way, that I say just nothing.
I wish to sleep years long sleep.
I’d not open those eyes for years
in which you live.
What else can be,
If this is not love?
Just fill yourself in me,
my heart, my mind n my soul
and empty me of myself.
How else can I explain myself
Other than to say, I love you!
These merciless evenings on which I don’t see you, just don’t pass.
They kill me amass!
You have become a habit of my heart,
N' I need not tell u that
habits don’t change.
what should the heart tell you
why I am not able to breathe without you..
I’ll write you with my tears,
and except for me no one would be able to read you.
Every wish and prayer has begun to fall from my hands.
I got up from my prayer
the moment I found you.
As if you were the one I was praying for.
You're my prayer!
You're my blessing!
You're my penance!
You're my boon!
What else shall this heart tell you???
Tujhpe kitna mujhe pyar aaye
You're my life!
N'
You're my love!!!
Yours lovingly....
Thursday, May 18, 2017
Glory be to your eyes!
My Honey!
Immerse me a little more in your Honey soaked eyes!
A little more,..
A little more...
Glory be to your heart!
My Honey!
Hold me a little more in your thoughts!
A little more...
Let me not stay away from them, even in your dreams, even for a while!
You're my Sunshine!
You're my moon glowing bright!
You're my morning dew, that makes me bloom all day n' night!!!
I understand that ,
This is madness, bit unstoppable!
I know that clear,that,
This is craziness, bit unsurmountable!
But,
I also know,
Now, better you know,
Flying across the distances, spaces
N' silence between us,
My heart is vivid to say,
This is Love, unfathomable!!!
Unstoppable
N
Unsurmountable!!!
Now,.
Hear it clear!!!
What my Head n Heart has to say together,
Then n' Now,
It's the same me, who is,
crazily, madly in love with you!
With you...
N'
Only with you...
In every breath of mine ..
N'
In every beat of mine...
This is the same love, unequable!!!
This is the same love, unexplainable
N'
Is the same Love,
that drives me to thrive here
Seeing you, feeling you n' living you in every moment of mine!!!
Glory be to your love!
Glory be to ours!!!
How much it has given to me,
My Honey!
How much!!!
There're moments,
I complain to you!
There're moments
I burst out my worries to you!
At times,
There're moments,
I turn you mad too..!
But,
End of it all,
in all my merries n' worries,
the sole truth underlying all of them is,
....is,
I love you...
Still...
More..
N
More....
I love you...
Still...
More..
N'
More...
Glory be to your Love!!!
Hold me safe there with you,
A little more...
A little more...
A little more....
Love me thoda aur....
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
Jaaniya ve...
Sach bata Sab khala toh nahi...
Don't know,
What to do with this merciless evening?
It splits me into tears.
It tears me into pieces.
It tempts me to hate my poor heart!
How can I, my beloved?
How can I hate this gentle heart, which loved you, loves you
N'
knows only to love u?
Questions,
Questions,
Answerless Questions,
I'm posing on myself,
As if I'm asking you.
You don't know, my beloved!
What this evening without you is doing with me?
You don't know,
What your unsaid Good bye said from a distance enough to kill, is doing with me?
It's not fine.
This is not fine.
N
Know something!
This is not at all fine.
It's not ok.
But, it's ok..
I've no complaints against this life,
Cruel enough to wilt me like this.
Tilt me like this,
N'
Silt me like this
Good, Bad n' rude enough to tear me apart from you, like this.
It knew enough to bring you in my life.
N
It knew enough to take me away from yours too.
I've no complaints with this life.
I've no complaints with this life.
It'll do good to you only.
Don't try to listen to the wind around.
I haven't said anything to the brutal wind.
I know,
It'll not say to you, that I'm crying right now.
It'll never tell you the simple reality that I'm literally broken n' totally shaken right now.
It'll not even tell you that I'm...
Forget it....
Skip it...
Just Skip it...
What if, it is so?
What if, when
I mean nothing to u.
I'm nobody to u.
N'
I'm nobody to u.
But,
Am I nobody to u?
Am I?
Am I?
Don't say that 'Yes' aloud.
I'll hear that, even if it's a slight whisper!
I'm sorry.
It's fine.
What if I do cry?
What if I'm broken into pieces?
What if I'm there or not?
I'm sorry.
May be,
Everything is Nothing now.
But,
Fine.
Fine.
It's fine.
Jism se jaan juda toh nahi...
Jaaniya ve..
Jaaniya ve...
Jaaniya ve....
Monday, May 15, 2017
Couldn't think of closing my eyes for the day, without talking to you
You are a thread of this reel of my heart,
it's color is like a Sufi,
when I threaded your dreams into it,
my sleeps became a kite every time!
The heart is not fulfilled, it's longing for you.
The eyes aren't satisfied either, they're searching for you, all day.
However much I keep looking at you,
time passes and I'm not able to stop it, my Love! Wish I could,.........Wish I could stop the clock, when n where you gave your precious gaze of love toasted in your marvelous smile, that keeps me alive, till this moment, waiting for your comeback another day, if not today!
stay a little longer, O beloved,
stay a little longer.
stay for a little more time, O my lovely one,
stay a little longer...
Days can't live without you now,
and night can't breathe.
Love, through my lips,
talks just about you.
I can't bear your separation,
I stay away from myself,
I'd live in your arms only,
O, understand what I want.
My heart wouldn't feel at peace
without you.
The heart pleads,
don't go far away,
Come soon my Love!
I can't bear this separation, this distance, this silence for long.
Come soon my love!
Saturday, May 13, 2017
ik vaari aa bhi ja yaara
ik vaari aa...
raah takoon main bechaara
ik vaari aa...
come once, O beloved,
come once.
poor I am, waiting for you,
come once.
The evening is about to end,
Bringing in lots of memories we lived through.
and this heart of mine,
This poor heart of yours
is yours...
Damn!
It is still yours...
May be, it's God's will,
your companionship has become its habit.
I'm sorry.
I couldn't help.
Remembering u, Reminiscing u n Living with ur memories have become it's habit.
I'm sorry.
I couldn't help this.
I couldn't stop this.
I just can't do away with this.
I am the moon, you are a star,
come once.
this pinnacle of love,
is testing me to the peak.,
This boundless love is crossing limits.
these restless heartbeats are requesting you in every whiff of air around,
if you come and gimme the solace, I'll get peace.
To love you,
Has become my life
my only comfort
N
My only ....
I'm sorry.
But,
Is that fine for you?
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
This evening is taking me away to you.
This weather is drifting me away to you.
These memories are ....
I'm sorry.
come, come once, O beloved.
Ik vaari aa...
Thursday, May 11, 2017
Someday, you remember that
Someone loved you more than yourself
N
Loves you More than loving her own!
Someday, you realise that
For someone you've been the World
N
You're everything for her!
Someday, somewhere, when you meet the love, she had for you,
You know that
You're her Love
You're her Life
N
You only
Just, you only
Just
You're only her breathe,
Her bread
N
Her Life!!!!
Someday you'll know that!
You'll know that!
You'll definitely know that!!!!
N
That day,
That moment,
You know that
Somebody's me!!!
My fingers are shivering to hold the pen that fills my diary of your memories.
My eyes are trembling to close even for a while, traversing across another sleepless night without you..
Not to mention the condition of my heart,
Which is well there with you.
Well!
With you...
With
You.
Just there with u....
Will u forgive me?
I'm sorry.
I couldn't stop thinking about u
Too much through this night,
Of All the evenings, I had with u,
All the smiles n tears, I shared with u,
All the jealousy n possessiveness, I experienced coz of u,
N
All the Love, I learnt from u.
I'm sorry.
But, Forgive me,
I couldn't stop remembering u,
The memories I built with u,
The special moments,
Those special glances
N
The most beautiful surprises, I alone had from u.
I'm sorry.
Can't say this to u.
But,
I'm sorry.
I couldn't stop loving u
I couldn't stop living u
N
I
I
Oh...
C'mon
I couldn't stop loving u.
How can I forget this day?
How can I forget those tears that said how much I missed u?
N
How can I forget that moment, that evening, your eyes which wiped them off n said firmly how much I love u..
I'm sorry
Man!
You don't like me saying that!
But, this day,
These many memories,
Filling this sleepless night
Reminding about you,
You
N
Just You
to say,
I miss u..
I'm sorry!
But,
But,
I'm sorry
I miss u...
Will u forgive me?
Mannipaaya?
Mannipaaya?
Will you?
Wednesday, May 10, 2017
I can't believe this?
Can you?
My heart is separated from me ,
Isn't it?
If I could live separated from you,
Won't the heart get separated from me?
and I got a punishment,
from life,
To get separated from You,
From You..
whom I had found here
only after prayers n prayers
you are the angel of my beautiful universe.
you are the path to my joys and my love.
N'
it became impossible to live without you,
Your come back, is what I pray to God.
It is difficult to forget you
It is difficult for the heart,
For the soul,
For the You in Me to forget you..
Don't you realise that,
This sorrow isn't bearable
it's not possible to live like this.
It's not at all possible to live like this..
Why don't you believe me?
why don't you listen to my heart?
I'm lonely without you,
I wish you sometime understand this condition of the heart.
you know this
that I won't be able to live without you,
then why are you still away from me.
you,
you alone are,
my passion.
you alone are
the peace of the heart.
you are the one
without whom I can't live
Come, let's live those same evenings again
let's talk the same things again,
let there be series of restlessness again,
let this heart of mine sigh again,
if not much, a little,
give me the same life.
you know this,
that prayer of the eyes
isn't fulfilled
in which there is no wish
to see the beloved.
you are the one in every wish of mine.
you alone are there
I know, that I certainly have to go away
But,
My ...
O My...
O My....
How can I?
Thuliyaaga Naan Šerthen
Kadalaaga Kann Aanathe
Maranthaalum Naan Unnai
Ninaikkaatha Naal Illaiye
Pirinthaalum Èn Anbu
Oru Pøthum Pøi Illaiye
Maru Vaarthai Paesaathe
Madi Meethu Nee Thøøngidu
Thursday, May 4, 2017
Happy that you've forgotten me!
So, what?
It should happen some day!
N' it happened .
Happy!
I'm very happy!
So,
You left me!
You've forgotten me!
You've walked away, far away from me!
Happy!
I'm happy!
I'm Happy!
I'm Happy!
Damn!
Only, these eyes are unable to stop the tears
Damn!
They're stubbornly holding your face intact
Unable to accept that you've moved on!
Only, these ears are unable to stop remembering your voice!
Only, this poor heart is crying!!!
It's crying!!!!
It's crying!!!
Don't!!!!
Don't!!!!
I say,
Don't!!!
O' Come on!!!
Why am I crying now?
No!!!
I'm sorry!!!!
I'm Happy for you!!!!
I'm Happy for you!!!!
Sorry!
I'm sorry!!!!
I couldn't help!!!
I
I
I
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
Main Dardon Ko Paas Bitha Kar Hi Soun
I sleep keeping pain beside me
You think it is rainfall, but it is actually me who is crying.
I sleep keeping pain beside me
I forgot what happiness is.
Why did You go so far away from me?
One day a ray of light will come,
And take me back to You
I sleep with my gaze fixed at the path leading to you.
And one day, it will take me to you.
If I had wings,
I would fly to You
Without wasting even a single moment.
But,
What kind of jail is this, O Lord!
O Lord!
Even breath is upset with me,..
Inside my own chest nowadays
Nowadays..
N
That's the simple truth!
N' the only truth, that
I sleep keeping pain beside me
You think it is rainfall, but it is actually me who is crying
I sleep keeping pain beside me,
Washing the darkness of night with my unstoppable tears...
Crying hard,
Crying hard..
Crying hard...
After another full night crying hard,
Crying aloud
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Crying alone...
