Wednesday, October 19, 2016


Hate me with your love
My love!
Hate me as much as I love you!
Hate me with your eyes
My love!
Hate me as far as I stay away from you!
Hate me from the depth of my heart!
For it loves you still n
Doesn't know anything else
Other than loving you!
Hate me from the pink of my lips
For they call you all the time
They chant your name all the time
But
At a distance that doesn't reach you
To say that 
I love you with all my heart n brain
N I can't stop loving you 
For anything
At any cost!
Hate me my love!
For I don't know
How to stop loving you?
Hate me my love!
'Coz I loved you!
I love you
N
I'll love you
Forever!
Coz....
Coz...
Coz....
Damn!!!
I met you
,to love you;
, to love you
N
To love you!

Love you!!!





Thursday, September 8, 2016



Searching for you in
every walk of my life!
Only God knows
Where I'm heading to?
Don't these solitary journeys
reach you?
Ain't my silent cries touch you?
Don't the mornings n the evenings
Bring me in your thoughts?
Don't the nights less me
Rekindle our memories in you?
It's impossible!
I can't just imagine that
You can be fine without me!
N
It's just impossible!
I can't even imagine that
I can ever be fine without you either!
Days n nights are passing by
With endless talks only with you!
Do you think that
I'll be alright without you?
How you made up your mind
To kill me with your silence?
How could you do this to me?
How could you be silent
with me?
How could you be so?
When I've so much 
to talk to you,
Don't you've anything
To tell me rather?
How do you think that
I'll be fine with your silence buddy?
How do you think that
I'll sleep without hearing from you?
How do you think that
I can smile without knowing about you?
How do you think that
I'll be fine without you?
Knowing that you're there for me
I'm living thro' these days!
Knowing that you know that
I'm living thro' only with you,
Knowing that you're still there
Still there for me,
I'm living these days!
Now you know that
It's hell not seeing you!
It's hell not hearing from you!
It's hell to live without me without you!!!
Stay there silent
As long as you're comfortable!
But  come back to me
Breaking the reticence!
Yes!
Waiting is difficult!
Still,
I'm waiting for you!
Waited for you for ages!
Don't make it for another lifetime!
I'm waiting for you!
Just remember!
I'm waiting for you!

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Sunday, July 10, 2016


Searching for you in
every walk of my life!
Only God knows
Where I'm heading to?
Don't these solitary journeys
reach you my dear?
Ain't my silent cries touch you?
Don't the mornings n the evenings
Bring me in your thoughts my dear?
Don't the nights less me
Rekindle our memories in you?
It's impossible!
I can't just imagine that
You can be fine without me!
N
It's just impossible!
I can't even imagine that
I can ever be fine without you either!
Days n nights are passing by
With endless talks only with you!
Do you think that
I'll be alright without you?
How you made up your mind
To kill me with your silence
My dear?
How could you do this to me?
How could you be silent
with me my dear?
How could you be so?
When I've so much 
to talk to you,
Don't you've anything
To tell me rather?
How do you think that
I'll be fine with your silence buddy?
How do you think that
I'll sleep without hearing from you?
How do you think that
I can smile without knowing about you buddy?
How do you think that
I'll be fine without you?
Knowing that you're there for me
I'm living thro' these days!
Knowing that you know that
I'm living thro' only with you,
Knowing that you're still there
Still there for me,
I'm living these days!
Now you know that
It's hell not seeing you!
It's hell not hearing from you!
It's hell to live without me without you!!!
Stay there silent
As long as you're comfortable!
But  come back to me
Breaking the reticence!
Yes!
Waiting is difficult!
Still,
I'm waiting for you!
Waited for you for ages!
Don't make it for another lifetime!
I'm waiting for you!
Just remember!
I'm waiting for you!


Sunday, July 3, 2016

Anbe sugamaa!
En kobangal sugamaa?
Thalaiva!
Sugamaa?
Sugamaa?
Un  thanimai sugamaa?
Sugamaa?
Veedu vaasal sugamaa?
Un veettu thottam sugamaa?
Pookkal ellaam sugamaa?
Un  punnagaiyum sugamaa?

Azhage unnai pirinthen!
En arivil ondrai izhanthen!
Veliyil azhudhaal vetkam endru
Vilakkai anaithu azhudhen!

Anbe! Unnai pirindhen!
En arivai naanum izhandhen!
Uravin perumai pirivil Kandu
Uyiril paathi kurainthen!

Vaazhkai oru vattam pol mudindha idathhil thodangaathaa?
Anbe
  Sugamaa....

Tuesday, June 28, 2016


How're you my mate?
It's crude to call you my mate!
It should be " My love! "
How're you my mate?

I know that you're broken!
I know that you're in rain of tears!
I know that you're not fine without me!
As I do!
Need not tell you that
I'm not fine without you!
N I know that too, my mate?
What's for me is for you as well!
N
Needless to say!
What's for you is for me too!

It's hell to stay away from you!
It's like on fire to be silent with you!
But if it's that you want to have now
Then, what can I do, my mate!
Everything belongs to you!

I know that it's not fine for you!
But
You know this as well!
Nothing is mine!
My everything belongs to you!
My word, my action n my world
Nothing is mine N
Everything belongs to you!
Waiting for you to break the silence!
Waiting for you to break the ice!
Nothing I can do
Other than waiting for you!

Hope that " Hello" is for me!
Wish that's mine!
I know that it's mine!
N
Even if gets late to get  you back
I know that you're mine!
Let me respect your pain!
You go through as I do!
Let me bear the pain!
As much as you do!
But, remember that
I'm waiting for you!

I'll wait for you my mate!
For your single word,
I'll be waiting for you!
Just a day without you has swallowed all my smiles
N
Don't leave me in distress for long, my mate
I'm waiting for you, in tears!
Come soon to wipe it with your love!
Remember! Just remember!
With all my heart
I'm waiting for you!
Come soon! Come soon! My mate!
To save me with your love!




Wednesday, June 22, 2016


paas aaye..
dooriyaan phir bhi kam naa huin
ek adhoori si hamaari kahaani rahi
aasmaan ko zameen, ye zaroori nahi
jaa mile.. jaa mile..
ishq sachcha wahi
jisko milti nahi manzilein.. manzilein..

rang thay, noor tha
jab kareeb tu tha
ek jannat sa tha, ye jahaan
waqt ki ret pe kuch mere naam sa
likh ke chhoD gaya tu kahaan

hamari adhoori kahani..
hamari adhoori kahani.. 

khushbuon se teri yoon hi Takra gaye
chalte chalte dekho na hum kahaan aa gaye

jannatein agar yaheen
tu dikhe kyon nahi
chaand suraj sabhi hai yahaan
intezaar tera sadiyon se kar raha
pyaasi baiThi hai kab se yahaan
hamari adhoori kahaani





Tuesday, June 21, 2016



Why I've to miss you
When you're not mine?
My heart was strong enough
To hide all my pain!
My lips were strong enough
To give you a smile!
N
My eyes were strong enough
To hold back my cry!

If love could be so cruel
Why it chose me as it's spice?
If love could be so painful
Why it showed you to my eyes?
If love could be so merciless
Why it should happen to me?
Why it should happen to me?

Why it should hurt me
When it didn't touch you?
Why it should crush me
When it didn't happen to you?
Why it should kill me
When it didn't tell you my pain?

Why it was so joyful
When you were with me?
Why it was so colourful
When you came inside me?
N
Damn! Why it kills me like hell now
My love?
Why it kills me like hell?

When love is a sin,
When love is a crime,
When love is a shame,
Dump me in hell!
I'm sinful!
N
I'm a criminal!
N
I'm shameless!
Ain't I?
I'm shameless!!!
Come on!
Kill me!
N
Dump me in hell!
Do that once!
Kill me once for all!
Cleanse my sins!!!

Punish my heart!
It loved loving you!
Punish my eyes!
They loved seeing you!
Punish my lips!
They loved chanting you!
Punish me!!!
Sorry!
Punish me
My love!
I'm sorry!
I didn't know that
It's a mistake!
I loved you!
I loved you!
N
I'm very sorry!
I loved you!

Sunday, June 19, 2016


I'll not remember you!
Trust me!
I'll not remember you!
But, 
It's not my fault,
If I don't forget you!

If these are all lies,
If these are all just lies,
I'll not question you,
About whatever was there
Between us!
Just between us!
All these days!

I'll not cry any more!
My tears are dry!
My eyes are empty!
My heart is deserted!
You want me to go!
N
Here I go!

I never had anything to be proved
For, you knew them all!
For, the world witnessed them all!
N
It's not my fault,
If it is not enough
To convince you!
That it's love!

Don't love me!
I didn't expect you to reciprocate!
Don't think about me!
I didn't expect you to reciprocate!
But,
Don't ask me to cease!
Don't ask me to quit!
N, Pl...
Don't ask me to quit!
You've no say on that!

I'm going!
I'm going!
I'm going!

Wednesday, June 8, 2016


Sun raha hai na tu!
Kyun ro rahi hun mein!

Jag ghoomeya; thaare jaisa na koi!
Sultan! The ruler of my heart!
You don't know,
What a light you've brought into my life!

What you're to me my love?
N
I can't say  that to you,
Looking into your ocean deep eyes!

Waking up to see you, to feel you,
to breathe the air that embraces you
N to be just there with you, where you're,
Has made my day dawn every day, my love!
N
How to lead a life without even having a glance of you?

Timeless talks I have with you thro' the day,
Without even uttering a word in the language of the world,
N
With whom can I share all my cheers n tears henceforth, my love?

What to say to my eyes, when they search for your gazes, my love?
N
How to console my heart, when it looks for your shoulder to rest upon?

How to leave a city that has you n only you in each n every inch n pinch of it's soul, my love?
How to live in a land that brought me up for ages n now stands as an alien, only coz it doesn't have you?

How to live without you in my life, my love?
What a life, it would be, without you? N
Will it be life at all without you?

Waiting for your single word
Has made my day, my love!
N
How can I think of a life
Without listening to your voice atleast for once in a day?

What a life of longing you've given me, my love?
N
How to say to u now, that I belong to you? N
Don't let me to go away without you!

You've given moments of blush to a heart that knew only to rush, my love!
N
How to teach it now, to erase n forget everything as a dream?

What have you done to me, my love?
Why this pains like hell to go away from you?

How can I leave you, my love?
N
How can I leave me here, belonging to you n
Go empty as a sole without my soul?

How to leave midway, my love,
When
You've my heart n head!
My day n night!
My smiles n tears n
My love n life?

Taught me to think of you!
N
Why didn't you teach to forget you, my love?
Why didn't you teach me to forget you?

Monday, June 6, 2016


Am I the prey for your hunger?
Why did u choose me my Love?
Am I the quench for your thirst?
Why do you drain me my Love?

Without your knowledge,
You came into me N
Without my knowledge
I gave myself unto you!
Its not coz of you
I came here my Love!
N
Its not coz of you
I'm going away!
But,
When, I never asked for smiles from you,
Why you gave me all of them at once, my love?
N
When, I realise that I'm smiling,
Why u make me to cry more than that ?

I didn't ask you for solace!
I took it with all right!
With what right,
I've taken that from you
My love!
With what right,
I should give it back to you now!

I shouldn't disturb you further
When you don't have me in any more!
But, what shall I do,
when I can't think even
How to stop loving u my love?

Let me hate me my Love,
For all the love I had for u!
Let me hate me my Love,
For all the love I have for u!

For all the love it has,
This heart must be punished!
For all the love it has,
This heart should be fined!
For all the love it has for u,
This heart should be hated more
N more n more!!!!
Hate me my love!
Just hate me hard!!!
Hate me my love!
Just hate me deep!
N
Hate me my love!
Just hate me!!!




Sunday, June 5, 2016



Mujhko barsaat bana lo
Ik lambi raat bana lo
Apne jazbaat bana lo jaana

Make me the rain 
Make me a long night 
Make me your emotions oh beloved 

Mujhko alfaaz bana lo
Dil ki aawaaz bana lo
Gehra sa raaz bana lo jaana

Make me your words 
Make me the voice of  your heart 
Make me a deep secret oh beloved 

Nasha hoon main behakne do
Mere kaatil mujhe jeene ka haq toh do

I am intoxication, let me spread (inside you) 
Oh My killer, give me a chance to live 

Mujhe Apne Sirhaane Pe Thhodi Si Jagah De Do
Mujhe Neend Na Aane Ki Koi To Wajah De Do

Give me some space near Your headrest 
Give me a reason to sleep


Hawa Hoon Main… Lipatne Do…
Mere Kaatil Mujhe Jeene Ka Haq Toh Do…


I’m like the wind, let me embrace (You)
Oh! My killer, give me a chance to live

Mujhko barsaat bana lo
Ik lambi raat bana lo
Apne jazbaat bana lo jaana

Tere sang guzar jaaye Ye umar jo baaki hai
Has Do Na Zara Khul Ke Kaahe Ki Udaasi Hai
I want to spend the rest of my life with you 
Laugh wholeheartedly, what’s the reason of this sadness

Subah Hoon Main… Aane Do…
Mere kaatil mujhe jeene ka haq toh do


I’m like the morning, let me arrive
Oh!My killer, give me a chance to live 

Friday, June 3, 2016


Why my eyes rain like this buddy?
Why're they not worried about 
Wetting you with my tears?
Why these hands got frozen buddy?
Why don't they want to 
Say a good bye to you?
Why my heart keeps beating
Your name all along buddy?
Why it wants you to carry you
In every drop of my blood, 
N say that
You're mine!
You're mine!
N' You're just mine!
Why my mind wants to 
Have your name next to me,
Though it realises that
You're not going to belong to me buddy?
Why it loves to have your company
When it is time to say Good bye?
Why can't I think a life without you?
Why can't I dream a future without you?
Why these foolish eyes saw you Buddy?
Why this poor heart loved you?
Why this poor heart loves you buddy?
Why it doesn't want to leave you now?
My memories always follow you!
Didn't they say," I love you"
My thoughts have my hands with you!
Didn't they say, " I live you"
That "He" shouldn't have been You!
That " She" shouldn't have been Me!
When I'm all become yours,
Life shouldn't be this cruel to me!
Why it should be me Buddy?
Am I not destined to be yours?
Why it should be me Buddy?
Why God should do this to me?
Why should I have loved you Buddy?
Why should I leave you?
How can I spend a moment atleast
Without thinking about you Buddy?
Tell me what to do?
Waited for births to join you Buddy!
Can't leave you anymore!
Tell me what to do Buddy?
Damn!
I love you...



Hum tere bin ab reh nahin sakte
Tere bina kyaa vajood meraa

I can't live without you now,
What's my existence without you..

Tujh se judaa gar ho jaayenge
To khud se hi ho jaayenge judaa

If I get separated from you,
I'll be separated from my own self..

Kyonki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho
Zindagi, ab tum hi ho
Chain bhi, meraa dard bhi
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho

Because you alone are,
Now you only are,
life. You're my life.
My peace, and my pain,
you alone are my love..

Teraa meraa rishtaa hai kaisaa
Ik pal door gawaaraa nahi
Tere liye har roz hain jeete
Tujh ko diyaa meraa waqt sabhi
Koi lamhaa meraa naa ho tere binaa
Har saans pe naam teraa

How's this relationship of ours,
I don't like distance of even a moment
Every day, I live for you
All my time is for you..
There shouldn't be a moment of mine without you,
There is your name on every breath..

Tere liye hi jiyaa main
Khud ko jo yoon de diya hai
Teri wafaa ne mujh ko sambhaalaa
Saare ghamon ko dil se nikaala
Tere saath mera hai naseeb juDaa
Tujhe paa ke adhoora naa raha


Thursday, June 2, 2016


If not your heart;
I'll end up atleast 
in your eyes!
Where do you want me to go,
When you stand strong before me?
Where do I get my breathe,
If not from you sitting next to me?
Where do I get my water,
If not from your thought?
Where do I get my life,
If not from your heart?

I never went away from you,
After having met you!
I never felt away from you,
After having fallen for you!
You're my thirst!
N You're my water!
You're my hunger!
N You're my food!
You're my sickness!
N You're my cure!
You're my day!
N You're my night!
You're my Sunshine!
N You're my guiding light!
You're You!
You're me!
What else to say?
It's You!
It's You!
N'
It's just you....


Monday, May 30, 2016



Life alone, just
Never felt lonely!
Rife with beauty
Never felt lovely
All along…
This just feels
A Weeny bit crazy!
Can’t believe
I could be this cheesy!
What is wrong?
What have you done to me?
Tell me now!
That’s a plea!
Eastern breeze
Shakes a strong cudgerie tree!


All at once,
I hear the birds singing
Wattle blooms,
The bells are all ringing
No more blues!
I long for the
Golden sun rising
And enjoy the sun set in the closing…
Coz of you…
Feels like
I am born again!
Loving this joyful pain!
Can’t think of Life alone
Ever again!

Open up and tell me
You like me!
Hold my hands and
Take me close rightly
Don’t be long…
Let’s go walking
In the blue moonlight!
In that silence
May our hearts feel like
We belong!
Is this what
Folks call “Love”?
Why don’t you
Tell me now?
Let’s fly high
Dancing with
Angels above….

 N 
Tell me Now
"Am I in Love?"


Saturday, May 28, 2016

Jab tum chaaho, pass aate ho!
Jab tum chaaho, door jaate ho!
Kehte ho phir bhi pyar karte ho!
Piya o re Piya!
Piya re Piya re Piya.....
Udhar Kabhi Idhar
Gumsum Nazar Jaye Kidhar
Kho Gaye Tujhe Mein Hum Iskadhar...

Yun  Shabnami pehli nahi thi chandni

Friday, May 27, 2016



Ennai ingu meetka thaan
Unnai thedi vandhene!
Meeta pothum meendum naan
Unnil tholaigiren....

I'll not ask you to be mine;
I know you're...

Wednesday, May 25, 2016



Neeyaa??? Ada Naana???
Nenjai Muthal Muthal Izhanthathu Yaar?

Kaathal Ennum Aatril
Ingu Muthal Muthal Guthithathu Yaar?

Yennil Unnai Kandaen
Nammai Irandaena Piripathu Yaar?
Dhaegam Athil Jeevan
Ondru Pirinthida Iruppathu Yaar?

Thunbam Nee Kodukkum Thunbam
Kooda Inbam
Aengum Nenjil Aekkam
Endrum Thodara Vendum

Gundu Malli Kodiyai Kollaiyadikkaathae
Vennilavu Magalin Ullam Parikkaathae

Thendral Varum Vazhiiyai
Pookkal Ariyaathaa?
Thendralukku Malarin Nenjam
Theriyaathaa?

Alli Kooduthaen Manathai
Ezhuthi Vaithaen Muthal Kavithai
Kannil Valarthaen Kanavai
Katti Pidithaen Thalaiyanaiyai
Gundu Malli Kodiyai
Kollaiyadikkaathae Nee
Kaathal Unn Kaathal
Athu Mazhaiyena Varugirathae!
Nenjam Yen Nenjam
Athil Šuda Šuda Nanaigirathae!

Vaanam Yen Vaanam
Oru Vaanavil Varugirathae!
Møunam Yen Møunam
Oru Vaarthaikku Alaigirathae!

Paarthaen Kaathal Paiyirin
Vithaigal Unthan Kannil
Valarthaen Muthham Pøøkkum
Šediyai Yenthan Nenjil

Gundu Malli Kødiyai Køllaiyadikkaathae
Vennilavu Magalin Ullam Parikkaathae


Adadadadaa...

Friday, May 20, 2016



En Sirippu Odanju Sethari Kedakku
Eppo Varuva Eduthukka
Un Nenappil Manasu Kathari Kedakku
Enna Konjam Saethukka
Manasu Vaasanai Veesum Dhesaiyila
Unna Thedi Odunen
Kalanja Kaathula Entha Moochu
Unna Kaattum Thedunen
Unna Kaattum Thedunen
Unna Kaattum Thedunen
Kaathoda En Kanna Kokkaatha Nee
Mugam Kaattaama Thee Mootti Vaattaatha Nee
Paakkaama En Moocha Thekkaatha Nee
Manam Kaekkaama Naan Vanthen
Saaikkaatha Nee
o jaane na jaane na jaane na
tu jaane na
Khayalon mein lakhon baatein,
Yoon toh keh gaya..
Bola kuch na tere saamne
hue na begaane bhi tum hoke aur ke
Dekho tum na mere hi bane
Afsos hota hai, dil bhi yeh rota hai
Sapne sanjota hai, pagla hua soche ye
Hum the mile tum se na jaane kyun
Meelon ke, hain faasle tumse na jaane kyun 


Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara bata na paayein
Baatein dilon ki
Dekho jo baki
Aankhein tujhe samjhaein
Tu jaane na..
Tu jaane na...


Tu Dil..
Tu yun jaan meri...

In and out
Its raining like a downpour;
Can you hear my silence
in this heavy rain my buddy?
Can you hear what my heart
has to say to you?
How can I make you understand
that this silence is so painful?
How can I say that this
compelled silence is
carrying so much 
of my immeasurable love
for you?
That it is carrying so much
of my immense waiting 
for you!
Staying away from you
is not so comfortable buddy!
N'
Living leaving you
seems not at all possible!

Let the clouds say to you
that I'm waiting for you!
Let the rain say to you
that I'm waiting to return to you!
N'
Let the rainy night say to you
that my eyes remain awake
awaiting to see just you!!!
Its a rainy night
without you next to me buddy!
Huh!!! 
Its a rainy night!!!!



Dil bekaraar mera;
Mein karoon intezaar tera;
Tu Dil;
Tu yun jaan meri...