Wednesday, May 24, 2017



God!
If you have a name called Love,
Tell me!
Why this evening is troubling me like this, reminding about you, in manifolds, in every inch n' pinch of it's triggering heat?

Tell me!
Why this soul is still seeking unto you, with a weak lie on another side, that it is not missing you?

I wish it would so happen that,
every evening you could be there with me.
Can you hear me?
My heart wouldn't cry silently like that,
My beloved!
I Wish,
I pray,
I...
I....
every evening you could be there with me..

With or without you, nearby,
I need you as my aime always!
N' now,
Not talking to you, is not at all fine for me!
I fail at the very moment, when I lie that,
I don't miss you.
If I don't miss you,
My time should pass without you -
But, can you see what's happening?
This evening is here to prove that,
it seems difficult now..
The feeling every day, every moment says,
I should see just you, all the time.
All the time!
This evening is not an exception!

It'd tell you the condition of my heart
if my heart could speak,
by God it loves you my love,
the moments I'd live with you
I'd ask for them from time,
N'
Even remembering them bring back
the forgotten smiles..
You've gifted me all along!

You're the star of my path,
without you I'm vagrant
whenever loneliness troubled me,
I called you everytime..
You're my asylum!
You’re the one to me,
What else to say?
I know it was meant to be.
I know you feel it too..

How long can I live on dreams..
Even my sleep has moved out of my eyes.
Now come o beloved..
Both of my mad eyes,
are waiting for you ..
Sorry my...
Sorry...
But,
Damn!
I miss you...
I miss you...
I miss you....



After a whole night awake,
counting the hours in stars,
meandering your memories,
I'm here to realise that
I don't miss you!
Sitting straight on the couch
With your dazzling smile, all around,
There's no question of any impossible proposition of Me missing You.
As you're here, there, everywhere.
Yes. Everywhere!

Yesterday, You're mine.
It's fine.
You are mine!
Today, even in this moment,
You are mine.
Still It's fine.
You're mine.
You're mine!
What if tomorrow, things may or may not remain the same?
At times,  we don't remain ourselves.
Life is like that.
We have to dance to it's tune.
But,
What may come?
It's fine.
You'll be mine!
You'll be mine!

Maybe our paths diverge,
and we get lost while walking.
But, Remember!
You just remember that,
Whatever be,
I'll still love you,
I'll still love you...

O my life, in every silence,
I'll sing the songs of your love.
and I'll still love you,
I'll still love you.

Like air for breathing,
You're my need!
N'
You're my necessity!
Like the feet looking for the earth,
I'm looking for you in every pulse of mine.
You're my wish!
You're my want!
You're my faith!
N'
You're my hope!

Whether I have to laugh or cry,
I'm looking for you at once!
Like the way, you became the reason behind my smiles,
You're the reason behind my living too.
Trust my words!
Trust me.
Whether you are in love with me tomorrow or not,
whether I have the permission tomorrow or not,
with the pieces of my broken heart with me,
I'll stick to your door only.

If these days n' nights are beautiful,
It's just because of you!
If I could live through this life,with a hope,
It's just because of you.
You be somewhere!
Let me be somewhere!
What if, we don't come together?
This soulful companionship will last forever!

Remember me sometimes!
I'll be in the wind around you!
Remember me sometimes!
I'll be in the fragrance around you!
Remember me sometimes!
I'll be in the heat n' cold around you!

Somewhere,
Somewhere,
I'll be there to love you!
I'll live for loving you!
I'll last for loving you...
Whatever happens,

main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
main phir bhi tumko chaahungi...

Tuesday, May 23, 2017


What is this season, in which the flowers have become like the hearts and spreading your fragrance all over?
All the colors are dissolving, all the fragrances are dissolving, painting your delightful eyes full of love, all over!
Moonlight, waterfall, clouds, songs, rainfall, butterflies.
All have become gentle reminders of you, remaining with me all over!!!
Love!
Does it need a reminder to remember?
Love....!
Does it need a proof?
Love.......
Does it need any explanation?
Love, my Love!
Love!

Look near the river bank
A bird is calling out to another bird!
Look, this river
It's going on to meet the sea
This is just like the procession of love

How to tell this to someone?
How to make them understand,
What love is ?
There are no restrictions in this
And there are no walls also.
Listen!
It's a rare story about Love.
It's a rare story about Love!

Suno pyaar ki niraali hai dastan

Monday, May 22, 2017



A bird broke in such a way
That it could never be mended.
Who robbed it such that,
 It couldn’t fly ever again?
When it fell from the sky on the earth,
 It still had clouds in it’s dreams.
And it kept on saying.
Laugh, Oh! Child of the Lord
No matter what happens,
there shall be a tomorrow.
It actually learned to fly,
when it lost it’s wings.
Take grief with you!
Even pain will turn out to be useful .
The bird’s every dream was shattered
when it broke,.
But,
It said to itself, what it heard from it's God!
Don't lose hope!
You shall find the Lord’s will in the broken pieces of the dreams.

The bird had a dream!
The bird had a name!
N'
It's God had a name!

Praise the Lord!
Praise the God!
Praise the God!



Friday, May 19, 2017



What should the heart tell you now?
How much love I feel for you..!
I’ll write you with my tears,
N' except me no one could be able to read you.

I wish to be quite in such a way, that I say just nothing.
I wish to sleep years long sleep.
I’d not open those eyes for years
in which you live.

What else can be,
If this is not love?
Just fill yourself in me,
my heart, my mind n my soul
and empty me of myself.

How else can I explain myself
Other than to say, I love you!
These merciless evenings on which I don’t see you, just don’t pass.
They kill me amass!
You have become a habit of my heart,
N' I need not tell u that
habits don’t change.

what should the heart tell you
why I am not able to breathe without you..
I’ll write you with my tears,
and except for me no one would be able to read you.

Every wish and prayer has begun to fall from my hands.
I got up from my prayer
the moment I found you.
As if you were the one I was praying for.
You're my prayer!
You're my blessing!
You're my penance!
You're my boon!
What else shall this heart tell you???

Tujhpe kitna mujhe pyar aaye

You're my life!
N'
You're my love!!!
Yours lovingly....







Thursday, May 18, 2017


Glory be to your eyes!
My Honey!
Immerse me a little more in your Honey soaked eyes!
A little more,..
A little more...

Glory be to your heart!
My Honey!
Hold me a little more in your thoughts!
A little more...
Let me not stay away from them, even in your dreams, even for a while!

You're my Sunshine!
You're my moon glowing bright!
You're my morning dew, that makes me bloom all day n' night!!!

I understand that ,
This is madness, bit unstoppable!
I know that clear,that,
This is craziness, bit unsurmountable!
But,
I also know,
Now, better you know,
Flying across the distances, spaces
N' silence between us,
My heart is vivid to say,
This is Love, unfathomable!!!
Unstoppable
N
Unsurmountable!!!
Now,.
Hear it clear!!!
What my Head n Heart has to say together,
Then n' Now,
It's the same me, who is,
crazily, madly  in love with you!
With you...
N'
Only with you...
In every breath of mine ..
N'
In every beat of mine...

This is the same love, unequable!!!
This is the same love, unexplainable
N'
Is the same Love,
that drives me to thrive here
Seeing you, feeling you n' living you in every moment of mine!!!

Glory be to your love!
Glory be to ours!!!
How much it has given to me,
My Honey!
How much!!!
There're moments,
I complain to you!
There're moments
I burst out my worries to you!
At times,
There're moments,
I turn you mad too..!
But,
End of it all,
in all my merries n' worries,
the sole truth underlying all of them is,
....is,
I love you...
Still...
More..
N
More....

I love you...
Still...
More..
N'
More...
Glory be to your Love!!!
Hold me safe there with you,
A little more...
A little more...
A little more....

Love me thoda  aur....





Tuesday, May 16, 2017



Jaaniya ve...
Sach  bata  Sab  khala toh nahi...

Don't know,
What to do with this merciless evening?
It splits me into tears.
It tears me into pieces.
It tempts me to hate my poor heart!
How can I, my beloved?
How can I hate this gentle heart, which loved you, loves you
N'
knows only to love u?
Questions,
Questions,
Answerless  Questions,
I'm posing on myself,
As if I'm asking you.

You don't know, my beloved!
What this evening without you is doing with me?
You don't know,
What your unsaid Good bye said from a distance enough to kill, is doing with me?
It's not fine.
This is not fine.
N
Know something!
This is not at all fine.

It's not ok.
But, it's ok..
I've no complaints against this life,
Cruel enough to wilt me like this.
Tilt me like this,
N'
Silt me like this
Good, Bad n' rude enough to tear me apart from you, like this.
It knew enough to bring you in my life.
N
It knew enough to take me away from yours too.
I've no complaints with this life.
I've no complaints with this life.
It'll do good to you only.

Don't try to listen to the wind around.
I haven't said anything to the brutal wind.
I know,
It'll not say to you, that I'm crying right now.
It'll never tell you the simple reality that I'm literally broken n' totally shaken right now.
It'll not even tell you that  I'm...
Forget it....
Skip it...
Just Skip it...

What if, it is so?
What if, when
I mean nothing to u.
I'm nobody to u.
N'
I'm nobody to u.

But,
Am I nobody to u?
Am I?
Am I?
Don't say that 'Yes' aloud.
I'll hear that, even if it's a slight whisper!

I'm sorry.
It's fine.
What if I do cry?
What if I'm broken into pieces?
What if I'm there or not?
I'm sorry.

May be,
Everything is Nothing now.
But,
Fine.
Fine.
It's fine.

Jism se jaan  juda toh nahi...
Jaaniya ve..
Jaaniya ve...
Jaaniya ve....