Jaaniya ve...

Sach  bata  Sab  khala toh nahi...

Don't know,
What to do with this merciless evening?
It splits me into tears.
It tears me into pieces.
It tempts me to hate my poor heart!
How can I, my beloved?
How can I hate this gentle heart, which loved you, loves you
N'
knows only to love u?
Questions,
Questions,
Answerless  Questions,
I'm posing on myself,
As if I'm asking you.

You don't know, my beloved!
What this evening without you is doing with me?
You don't know,
What your unsaid Good bye said from a distance enough to kill, is doing with me?
It's not fine.
This is not fine.
N
Know something!
This is not at all fine.

It's not ok.
But, it's ok..
I've no complaints against this life,
Cruel enough to wilt me like this.
Tilt me like this,
N'
Silt me like this
Good, Bad n' rude enough to tear me apart from you, like this.
It knew enough to bring you in my life.
N
It knew enough to take me away from yours too.
I've no complaints with this life.
I've no complaints with this life.
It'll do good to you only.

Don't try to listen to the wind around.
I haven't said anything to the brutal wind.
I know,
It'll not say to you, that I'm crying right now.
It'll never tell you the simple reality that I'm literally broken n' totally shaken right now.
It'll not even tell you that  I'm...
Forget it....
Skip it...
Just Skip it...

What if, it is so?
What if, when
I mean nothing to u.
I'm nobody to u.
N'
I'm nobody to u.

But,
Am I nobody to u?
Am I?
Am I?
Don't say that 'Yes' aloud.
I'll hear that, even if it's a slight whisper!

I'm sorry.
It's fine.
What if I do cry?
What if I'm broken into pieces?
What if I'm there or not?
I'm sorry.

May be,
Everything is Nothing now.
But,
Fine.
Fine.
It's fine.

Jism se jaan  juda toh nahi...
Jaaniya ve..
Jaaniya ve...
Jaaniya ve....