I’m not trying to explain me to you nowadays.

‘coz  I didn’t have a need to,

even in the hardest times of my life.

You understood them all then

even when I was dumb.

But,

But,

But,

Fine.

I don’t expect anything from you nowadays

As you wish,

I do.

Wish, Life should’ve been otherwise.

Don’t try to understand these days of mine.

What you see outside

Is not what I am away from you?

You don’t know

How it pricks ,

to hear this silence from you?

You don’t know

How it hurts,

to bear this distance from you?

N’

You just don’t know

How it pains?